i never knew i ccould love this much. i just didnt believe it. i thought i would always be for fun. the true feelings would never grow this much. i counted on the fact that i would never commit. then i did. i believed that my relationship wouldnt be serious. it was merely practice for, "the real thing" that ideal was proving true untill i met you. you changed my opinions, thoughts, and views. at first i denyed it trying to continue my ways. i loved, just with a guarded heart. i felt safe that way with a fence up around my heart. now im falling for you, and im falling fast. its almost scary how fast one can learn to trust. one your trust is offered up all bets are off. the fences fall down and the guards go to sleep. then the pain felt is real. then one can be hurt. however i have decided thats the only way to live. like truely live that is. sometimes taking the risk of getting hurt is worth it. because in the end whether its good or bad you've had the chance to enjoy the good times and you will forever have the memories in your heart. loving someone keeps you on your toes but its that thrill of life that makes it fun and interesting!

jus some thoughts!

u cant fight ur feelings tho...if ur in love ur in love its not like u can stop being in love to keep from being hurt

a friend said that......

let me tell you shes a GENIOUS!

a song for thought...
 its like food for thought... but not....

called...
meet you there
sung by busted

I'm waiting
For the perfect time to call you back
Cos' I remember saying
Don't wanna know the truth
Can't handle that

And I try to just forget you
But I don't know how
If only I knew

It's written all over your face
Such a painful thing to waste
Tell me now
Where do we go
Now the future's not so clear
I can't believe we've ended here
Where's the world that doesn't care

Maybe I could meet you there

I'm sorry
If I slagged you down
I meant no harm
When I heard the stories
Said things I didn't mean
Should have stayed calm
But sadly
You got angry
And it breaks my heart
You're so mad at me

Its written all over your face
Such a painful thing to waste
Tell me now
Where do we go
Now the future's not so clear
I can't believe we've ended here
Where's the world that doesn't care

Maybe I could meet you there
Maybe I could meet you there
Maybe I could meet you there

Its written all over your face
Such a painful thing to waste
Tell me now
Where do we go
Now the future's not so clear
I can't believe we've ended here
Where's the world that doesn't care

Maybe I could meet you there
Maybe I could meet you there
Maybe I should meet you there